nothing better

Thu, 15 May 2008 15:35:44 GMT

I need to share. I need someone to share with. "Happiness is only real when it is shared" - Into the Wild. I keep pondering this. I get my hopes up and then I get them dashed. I am tired. I miss so many people who I used to be able to share with. Where are they? I miss you.

from pof needs assessment. pretty good checklist, i must say.

Tue, 10 Jul 2007 01:43:19 GMT

1. you need someone who likes frequent physical and emotional connection like you do, but who helps keeps dependency in check in the relationship so that you two do not lose your identities as individuals.

2. you need someone who desires and reciprocates intimacy as much as you do.

3. you need a partner who is energetic, enthusiastic and has high self-efficacy like you and will support or even participate in your personal and professional interests that feed your sense of identity and accomplishment.

4. you need someone who wants a relationship, rather than needs one to feel personally fulfilled.

5. you need someone who will not put up emotional barriers when you seek to understand his/her thoughts and feelings, but rather will communicate with you intimately and candidly

6. you need someone who will join you in taking time to find a complete and genuine resolution to issues as opposed to avoiding conflict by settling for quick, temporary agreements.

7. you need someone who regards sex as a meaningful bond between people in love and who appreciates when it is planned to some extent rather than completely spontaneous.

8. you need someone who satisfies the hopeless romantic in you but who will insist that you take time to get to know each other well before the taking the relationship to next levels.

9. You need someone who can express affection openly and directly – such as spontaneous compliments, daily “I love you’s,” occasional notes for you to find and recognition of your achievements.

10. This does not necessarily mean that you neither like nor need Actions. Rather, it suggests that you need someone who feels that simple or grand acts of kindness are no substitutes for other expressions of affection – such as telling you how they feel, treating you like a partner, touching you lovingly, spending time with you or remembering special occasions with a thoughtful gift

grey's anatomy

Fri, 04 May 2007 06:14:07 GMT

ok . i need to post about tv cause the people i can talk to shows about are always a few days behind me and i am censored to mention anything about the shows and it's frustrating. so if you haven't seen it yet then you better skip it.

OH MY GOD! Meredith's dad hit her and he hit her hard. It looked like a closed slap and I hated all the LA crap.

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 07:00:45 GMT

PBS is trying to torture me. Last week I watched Anna Karenina and it ended half way through and this week it was Jane Eyre. Now I have to go reread those books again!

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 03:56:18 GMT

They had robot aprons at old navy. I so want one.

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 07:27:12 GMT

there is this girl at school and in my english class that goes around singing while she is listening to her discman. that would be fine except she sings very loud and badly and is ruining songs that i like listening to. i want to tell her to stop.

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 06:00:11 GMT

Instructions: Click on this http://www.popculturemadness.com/Music/index.html you pick the year you turned 18, bold the songs you like and strike out the songs you hated.

I just bolded the ones I liked. too lazy to strike everything out.

1. What Is Love - Haddaway
2. Come Baby Come - K7
3. Hero - Mariah Carey
4. In The Still Of The Night (I'll Remember) - Boyz II men
5. Have I Told You Lately - Rod Stewart
6. Can't Help Falling In Love - UB40
7. Dreamlover - Mariah Carey
8. Supermodel (You Better Work) - RuPaul
9. Nuthin' But A "G" Thang - Dr. Dre
10. Cryin' - Aerosmith
11. Murder She Wrote - Chaka Demus and Pliers
12. Shoop - Salt N Pepa
13. A Whole New World - Peabo Bryson & Regina Belle
14. Show Me Love - Robin S
15. I'm So Into You - SWV
16. Hip Hop Hooray - Naughty By Nature
17. Rhythm Is A Dancer - Snap!
18. All that She Wants - Ace Of Base
19. Hey Mr. D.J. - Zhane
20. Just Kickin' It - Xscape
21. That's The Way Love Goes - Janet Jackson
22. When I Fall In Love - Celine Dion & Clive Griffin
23. Please Forgive Me - Bryan Adams
24. No Ordinary Love - Sade
25. I Get Around - 2 Pac
26. Weak - SWV
27. Bad Boys - Inner Circle
28. Whoot, There It Is - 95 South
29. More and More - Captain Hollywood Project
30. Will You Be There - Michael Jackson
31. I'd Do Anything For Love (But I Won't Do that) - Meatloaf
32. T-R-O-U-B-L-E - Travis Tritt
33. I'm Gonna Be (500 miles) - the Proclaimers
34. Knockin Da Boots - H-Town
35.Connected - Stereo MCs
36. Passionate Kisses - Mary Chapin-Carpenter
37. Boom! Shake The Room - Jazzy Jeff & Fresh Prince
38. Baby I'm Yours - Shai
39. Love U More - Sunscreem
40. I'm Every Woman - Whitney Houston
41. Sweat (A La La La La Song) - Inner Circle
42. Freak Me - Silk
43. Reason To Believe - Rod Stewart & Ronnie Wood
44. Deeper and Deeper - Madonna
45. Another Sad Love Song - Toni Braxton
46. Hey Jealousy - Gin Blossoms
47. Can't Get Enough Of Your Love - Taylor Dayne
48. Ooh Child - Dino
49. Whoomp! There It Is - Tag Team
50. Two Princes - Spin Doctors
51. Informer - Snow
52. Slam - Onyx
53. Bed of Roses - Bon Jovi
54. Man On The Moon - REM
55. Cat's In The Cradle - Ugly Kid Joe
56. Creep - Radiohead
57. Insane In The Brain - Cypress Hill
58. I See Your Smile - Gloria Estefan
59. Runaway Train - Soul Asylum
60. Into Your Arms - The Lemonheads
61. I Got A Man - Postive K
62. Candy Everybody Wants - 10,000 Maniacs
63. Everybody Hurts - R.E.M.
64. Give It Up - The Goodmen
65. Dazzy Dukes - Duice
66. Jimmy Olson's Blues - Spin Doctors
67. What's Up - 4 non-Blondes
68. Kiss Of Life - Sade
69. River Of Dreams - Billy Joel
70. Rubberband Girl - Kate Bush
71. No Rain - Blind Melon
72. Feed The Tree - Belly
73. Sex Me - R Kelly
74. I'll Sleep When I'm Dead - Bon Jovi
75. Mr. Wendal - Arrested Developement

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 15:55:20 GMT

last day of this semester today and only finals to go. i started resenting going to some of my classes so i am looking forward to next term. i started having dreams of my english prof growing mustaches. school is making me crazy

for nick

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 06:47:14 GMT

shared memories with someone you have never met in real life:

2001-2006

diaryland. andrew creation.
i found boyecho. 19. young and angtsy.
east coast. florida.

i was too old.

switched my diarynames many times.
i can't remember them all but croquet.

9-11. new york. nj.
trysts in the city
with other dlanders.

aim. pictures. shared music.
hurricanes. worrying.
check paths. beautiful storms.

clumsy boy always
hurts himself at work.
crashes and blood.

girlfriends, boyfriends. ups and downs.
cats. cute fuzzy animals. possums. fireflies
snow. mail. you still owe me.

satellite 005. rocketland.
stars. space. robots.
blushing cute one.

you always stay up late
dnd. bands. never sleeps.
3 hour time difference

go to bed.
nickbot.

the smell of snow

Sat, 25 Nov 2006 06:56:46 GMT

If I close my eyes, twirl around three time and wish hard enough, do you think it will snow?

Remeberance Day

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 04:32:43 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NSmyoNg-fjE

Vague dislike

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 05:07:42 GMT

It's not very often that I really take a disliking to people. But this one girl my friends hang out with... I don't like her. I have tried... really I did. but everytime I am around her my disliking deepens and I am not sure why. Maybe it's because she doesn't like me and I am feeding off that. It starting to make me not want to hang out with my friends. Similar to the big incident last summer with other friends.

Thu, 05 Oct 2006 05:07:26 GMT

I need someone to talk to at nite as I go to bed. stupid school is making me not sleep and my brain is full and doesn't want to do it and would like to shut off.

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 22:52:23 GMT

I won!! Two tickets to cinecenta and some fridge magnets!!

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 01:19:42 GMT

I am getting closer to winning myself an ipod! Thanks to all the contests at Uvic I get to enter.

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 16:45:02 GMT

Back to school time. It's the last day of the fringe today. It was fun while it lasted but I am glad it is over and I can have a normal day to myself. I am going to try to stay in contact with people more this time and maybe try to make new friends again. I heard people arent as friendly at uvic as they were at camoson. I think it's because classes are huge and people are all scaredy cats.

i feel charlie brownish

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 02:04:57 GMT

Godzilla vs Monster Zero is on! I am tired of my friends. They never call or never return messages. Then I always feel like I am interrupting when I do get around to calling. No one is ever going to see my new place. I think I may have to take myself to my super ex girlfriend. I need someone who enjoys the b rated things in life.

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 06:07:59 GMT

it's even too hot for spiders. they are moving in. maybe to seek water too? i had to kill three already. some were scary looking ones, that have that black widow shape body but they are smaller.

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 02:50:51 GMT

maybe watching tv about the north pole will make me feel cooler

Sat, 15 Jul 2006 04:07:44 GMT

Moving.... slowly but surely

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 07:09:39 GMT

I hurt my knee dancing to a latino band and now I can't sleep and no one is around to listen to me whine.

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 06:29:06 GMT

Watching romantic comedies on tv at night just makes me feel lonely.

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 06:20:01 GMT

I found $20 walking home from the fireworks!!

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 06:04:00 GMT

INSTANT CROPPING!! diaryland never had anything like this. poor old andrew. i havent been there in a long time.

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 03:04:51 GMT

feeling melty as he sits next to you
saying nothing yet feeling everything.
sigh.